Why to me?

God where are you?

This morning, in one of my classes I delivered my practice of “preaching”. Oh, Poor me. What happened to me? Why me? I don’t know, even myself was in shock. During the delivering of my “little preaching” I felt so secure and confident that I was feeling happy. But when I finished it and the teacher asked to my classmates what they thought about it no one answered. The place was like a theater without show too silence, it was extremely quiet. Ups!!! I said in might. That was a terrible sign. I felt me blood was in up-and-down. In that moment I wanted to jump through the windows…

After all, I was talking about “Where our God is”, “God is in our life”, “We do his will”, etc. At the first moment, I reflected on those questions. I really had a doubt, which was, according that experience, "probably he is not with me, because I felt terrible."

Where you are God when I need you!

Now, I see that he really talks in many ways, no is always as we would like to experience. This time I feel like I have to accept my weakness, and overcome the next time with something better. “After a struggle passes, happiness comes.” Life is not always happiness. It is everything. The advantage is that we can learn from it.

Sometimes when something comes to our life that we dislike, we complain to God. Our mind always tries to see the reason, and when that reason is our fault or part of our destiny we take as God does it. God if you could speak you never fill finish.

It is true that we call you LIFE and we hate it, we call you LORD and we don’t obey you, we call you GOD and we don’t fear you.

Thank you, O Lord, for this sign. You have spoken in this way, not verbally, but through your deeds. Thank you for this lesion.

Thank you, O Lord, for your sign!